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Exklusiv Interview - Bill: «I wanted to drop everything.»
Bill was never so thoughtful! Only in
BRAVO Tokio Hotel frontman reveals how sad he is sometimes. A recording
studio hidden in a backyard in Berlin-Schöneberg.On first floor of the
building in speaker-kab is Bill Kaulitz(20) with BRAVO-reader
Nora(13).She won in BRAVO a speaking role in «Arthur and the minimoys
2»(since 26.11. in cinema).Bill speaks for main role Arthur.Now the
Tokio Hotel singer takes care of Nora in the recording studio.They both
understand eachother,Bill had a lot of fun,laughed all the times. But
during the subsequent interview,he suddenly reveals a totally different
side.
Bravo: Bill, are you happy?
Bill:I am totally happy with my
career. Our album «Humanoid» seems to be super. In most European
countries we are more successful in charts than with last album. I wish
that my private life is also so good.I don't know what do I need to be
happy,but I am not.
Bravo: Any idea why is that?
Bill: It's maybe because I have
no time to be happy for the things I experienced. I can not even
celebrate our success and enjoy.Because I always have something new to
do. And I am still missing love. Unfortunately...
Bravo: How can you then find it? Can we help?
Bill: I don't know
too(sighs).There are many people that try to find a partner in a
realiltyshow.»Bill in love» wouldn't really be for me.To meet a girl in
front of camera-that's not working. That I learn to know someone
private is unfortunately very unlikely.I don't go out or shopping!
Bravo: And why don't you run away from your world and go out without bodyguards?
Bill: I'll be honest and say
that I never want to try that,I am scared of that! Right now in Europe
is really hard for me to go in a Club alone. Even if security is here,
it seems to me like a photo session or a signing session.Than I feel
like an animal in a zoo.But that's a life of a star. Maybe I meet
someone because of my job...who knows?If love should really get me then
surely coincidental.
Bravo: Are you at least satisfied with yourself?
Bill:Sometimes I can't tolerate
myself.I don't watch my preformances-I don't bear myself on TV. It also
annoys me that I am constantly thinking about something.That I am often
not amused and I am nervous. I always check two times if the doors are
locked.Look 10 times If I haven't forgot. I think I should become more
relaxed.
Bravo: Are you afraid of the future?
Bill: Yes. Who knows what will
I do for 5 or 10 years? My horrorversion would be to have a computer in
an office.That's really not for me. Already in the school I had an
authority problem.I just can't listen to anyone and I hope that I will
always be my own boss.
Bravo: Do you also fight –or you are more persistent?
Bill: I am very emotionally,I
have yell on other guys or Team mebers, if something is not working
properly,or doesn't fit into my stuff.
Bravo: How does a fight in Tokio Hotel looks like?
Bill: Before we also beaten eachother. Today we make a psychological pressure...
Bravo: Really? How does it looks like?
Bill: We do not talk to each
other. Or we tell the other deliberately about termines:when I am
really happy about the photoshooting and Tom is mad at me, then he says
it in secret. But the next day the anger is usually already over.
Bravo: Has one of you in a fight already told: "Enough for me! I quit!" ?
Bill: No one said that aloud
but we all had that thoughts.There were moments when I thought:I will
not do that anymore! I leave it all behind. And now I also want some
time for myself.
Bravo:What are those situations,in which everything is too much for you?
Bill: When I don't know how to
go on and I have no more ideas.Than there are days when I just want to
pack my things –and don't want to hear about the band for a year.But on
the end I again think on fans, on the power, that they give to us and
how much fun do I have to be Tokio-Hotel-Frontman.
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